Sunday, July 11, 2010, @ 11:36 PM
dynami
dynami means strength in Greek. =)
today is the 100th day of my grandfather's death so i went over to grandma's place after pai at the temple. and today, 11th of july, happened something i'll never forget.
for the 1st time in my life. I watched a 1 month + old puppy who's lost her whole back n one leg alive and still strong enought to live. She dragged her self and her rotten broken leg from the field across grandma's house into the gate and under my uncle's motocycle. Although most parts of her body and back has rotten she still had the will to live. Yet, she held on to hope.
I watched as she struggled to move.
i watched as she struggled to drink a bit of water.
I watched as she took in food and threw it out again.
the lower back of her body was already rotten and without medical treatment there was no way she could live long. If only i had money and car. i would have taken her to the nearest vet and get her healed. She was a stray dog who some unless person carried and left in front of my grandma's door. because my grandma would feed them every evening.
She came with 2 other sibling who were still healthy and playful this morning when i last saw them.
Yesterday nite... she got ran over by car and the driver just went off without bothering to look at the life he/she has ruined.
later me and my cousin put her in a box so she would not go on dragging her self around and get hit again. we left her with drinks in her box under a little pondok across my grandma's place. She keep whining and struggled to follow us. we left her there. because that was all that i could afford to do for her. With hopes that the leg would break off and the wound would heal, i left.
I could hear her whining from my grandma's house. My heart aching that i could not do anything for her.
Later when i met up with my cousin for dinner. few hours later. she told me that when she left the house the box was no longer there. Instead there was an uncle who was there reading newspaper under the shade.
Neighbours told us that the uncle used to hit dogs when ever he felt like it. and it was most probably that her already threw the puppy away. i got home and looked for a name for her. and in the end after a while searching i've decided on DYNAMI. strength. Even though injured so badly she still had the stregth and hopes to live.
She will always be remembered in my heart.

My grandma's hse mia gate. open to all. who is in need of help =)
A foot ball team of stray dogs
Her rotten back and her leg dragging on the floor.
Forever and always in my heart, Dynami.
p/s: anyone who has totally no compassion for the puppy does nt have a heart of a human.