Saturday, July 10, 2010, @ 11:23 PM
reminder. =)
hmm..
what would it feel like to have friend, a general who has always stood by ure side, faught endless wars with you and ends up stabbing you in the back in the end.
10 years you've been fighting against all odds.
she's always been your number one.
the one to take over ure place when anything goes wrong,
the one who gets the largest share of rewards when a war is won.
And finally, at the end of the 10 years, when her service to you is over,
she stabs you in the back and walks away from the battlefield. leaving you bleeding and alone for evryone else to step on.
she is not just anyone.
She is the person you trust to cover your back.
To fall back on.
To risk ure life saving her.
To pass down to her everything you have to share.
Yet... when you're at your greatest she had proved to be the one that would bring you down.
10 years of friendship meant nothing? or she had it planned from the start?
you'll never be able to find out. she has already walked out of the battlefield, unharmed and with no benefit.
If she were to stab ure back and earn greatness for herself.. i'd understand. but to walk out with no benefit... why?
why would someone do sumthing like that.. ?
this story i heard from someone has truly got me thinking...
it has brought doubt to my heart.
Are there really people out there who has no sense of loyalty towards the very close friend who protected and took care of them for so long?
but really... when your really nid them..
who will be there?
right now i belive and tryin vry hard to maintain dat belief that.
there are and always will be 6 girls that will always always be there for me when i need them most.
of course i'd hav to tell them whats wrong 1st.
i cant always expect them to just know, like i used to do..
hahaha but nw.. i complain. alot. xD and they'd be there. ^^
imissyou7daw. =)
mmmm~ i blogged this so one day when i look back, after a few years more of experience in life and with the people around me, i would b able to come back and answer my question. =)