Wednesday, October 13, 2010, @ 1:12 PM
a dream is a wish ure heart makes~
Suddenly a flash of memory came to her. she got up from the bed to her bedside table. Where a diary and a pen sat in the corner. Usually, she would write her day in the book before she went to sleep but today it seems, was an exception. Vaguely she remembered going hiking with a friend. She must have met him then. she was not sure. The images mixed up and the scene changed. She was sitting in a car with another friend, the friend's mother in the driver's seat while they were sitting behind. Then who was the guy sitting in front next to the driver and the guy sitting next to her on the other side of the back seat?
It suddenly noticed his hands around her waist and she was leaning on him. She felt her heart beating fast but she didn't understand why. They then came to a stop and both the guys had stepped out of the car leaving her and her friend behind. Alarmed, she tried to open the door but it was locked the car moved and she knew she would never see him again. In her rush to open the door, she did not notice the piece of paper on the seat. Her friend picked it up and read to her. it said. ' I didn't want to, but i had to. Bye.' the images faded.
she woke up with a jolt. her heart hammering in her chest. she felt her wet pillow, unknowingly, she had shed tears over a dream that she had earlier. Suddenly alert, she quickly picked up her phone to check the time. 1.17pm. Had she not decide to skip school this morning and went back to sleep, she would not have experience the heartbreaking nightmare she just had. Sitting up, breathing heavily, she tried to remember what the dream was about. But all that she could remember was. I finally had him and i let him go.
She felt a sense of loss. It might have been just a dream. A dream she could barely remember and dreams are gone once you wake up. But it had meant something to her. As she finished the last sentence in the diary she realized that the page was wet. Stained with the tears she shed over a stupid dream.
