Sunday, August 12, 2012, @ 8:42 PM
disapponting trip home.
For the first time since i left, i don't feel that great at all coming home to Penang. Maybe its cuz for once i'm actually back for a pretty long time = 1 month. so everyone i had looked forward to going out with for the last 7 weeks just keep repeating the SAME thing over and over. "ahh Still got alot of time" so ITS OKAY. -.- honestly, its NOT okay. because that's ALL you say and in the end it will just keep post-phoning until it doesn't happen at all. and people have been doing that to me my whole life. -.- next week, next month, next year then all that i look forward to just doesn't happen. and yea, I'm sulking! and yes, i also gave up chasing people around. I know everyone's busy, everyone's ALWAYS busy, and i try to understand but sometimes it just feels like I'm just not important enough. after all some people even went to the extend of pointing THAT out to me. -.- it might be meant as a joke but it still sucks. and when it keeps happening, i eventually really really learn to accept that, yea i am not important enough. :) I'm really sick of the excuses and now i barely even wanna fight for the time and the car to go meet up. SO yea. i guess that's y Penang just isn't that fun anymore. People i love here has moved on and so should I.
